Sunday, March 29, 2020

Opening Day

No one comes within six feet of any guy in bike shorts except bad drivers and buses, so my sport is safe: they won't be closing down cycling season.

Yesterday was opening day for serious biking season, and perfect for it. The sun warmed Atlanta slowly from 70 to 80 as I rode the Stone Mountain Trail for the first time this year, tenth year I've been riding that trail. Sure, there've been some spring training rides earlier this month, truncated because Paulding County closed off, first, the trailside rest stops, then the trail itself. But this was a satisfying return to places I've missed:

Clockwise, from top left: start at Martin Luther King Center on Boulevard, parking lot unusually empty; new bicycle bridge over eight lanes of I-285 to Clarkston, a vibrant town with America's highest concentration of refugees; first glimpse this year of Stone Mountain (where Hairston becomes Mountain Industrial Highway); gateway to the Lake Clair neighborhood, an underpass highly decorated with graffiti and publicly commissioned spray paint art; "Art Lot" in Avondale, not far from the original Waffle House, now a museum.

Stats in 2020, so far: From the first day of 2020, I've had 11 rides, 225 miles, average 14.8 m.p.h.
Grand total 24,124 miles, 2001 - 2020*
25,000 miles = earth's circumference. 876 miles to go.

Sunday, March 22, 2020

Bonhoeffer's Virtual Monastery for a Time of Virus

When the congregation cannot congregate, can church continue?

Because of Covid-19, our bishop has closed off all services, choir rehearsals, and pastoral visits until late May, if then. Suddenly, the book my Episcopalian friends and I were already reading seems more timely than I'd thought. Theologian Dietrich Bonhoeffer had a few ideas about the predicament of the church in a time of "social distancing."

When the Nazis broke up Dietrich Bonhoeffer's community of seminarians, the Lutheran theologian imagined ways to keep the community's worship and work going in their diaspora, described in his book Living Together (translated by Daniel W. Bloesch, Minneapolis: Fortress Press, 2015). It's a virtual monastery, built not with stones, but with scheduling.

Bonhoeffer wrote the book after his visit to English parishes, and the Anglican influence shows. So far as chapter two, Bonhoeffer has mostly given an eloquent rationale for daily habits still laid out in the Episcopal Book of Common Prayer (BCP)1979. Rise early to pray with psalms (25); read passages of old and new testaments in their entirety so that we may be "attentive listeners and participants in God's action in the sacred story [for] God is with us today only as long as we are there" (35); chant (37); make prayer a combination of fixed form and spontaneous petitions (44-45): These are all things that I've done already this morning, as most mornings, just my dog Brandy and me, Bible on the kitchen table with the prayer book open to "Morning Prayer II" (BCP 75). Of course, Bonhoeffer insists on the eucharist, central to any Episcopal Sunday service, by which we recognize our Lord, as the apostles recognized the risen Jesus only after he broke bread (46).

The morning prayer carries over into our day, Bonhoeffer writes, to achieve the "unity of prayer and work" by "finding the You of God behind the It of the day's work" (50). He recommends a midday prayer service, such as we have in the BCP (51); likewise, prayers and readings for the evening meal. At the close of the day, he recommends the service for Compline. He warns, "Don't let the sun go down on your anger" (Eph.4.26, in DB 53), and then rest assured by the Psalter's hymn to God, "Yours is the day, yours also the night."

Also timely is Bonhoeffer's chapter about "The Day Alone." Bonhoeffer teaches us to develop a habit of "silence," which he distinguishes from the inability to talk, whether that's enforced by a rule or by isolation. Receptivity is the key component of silence, as in the Gospel story of Zachary, the high priest struck dumb in the temple. "If he had accepted [God's] revelation, he may perhaps have come out of the temple not incapable of speaking, but silent" (Ernest Hello in DB 57).

Reading Bonhoeffer with friends in Education for Ministry (EfM, program of the School of Theology at The University of the South, Sewanee,TN), I have to admit that Bonhoeffer is "preaching to the choir." This four-year program fosters a community that meets once a week for worship and study. What Bonhoeffer calls meditation in silence is something we practice alone and in our seminar, "Theological Reflection," relating a small portion of scripture to our lives in order to discern how the Bible may be speaking to us alone (62).

Bonhoeffer for me slips off the track only when he preaches to the actual choir. Pure unison singing is his ideal, unadulterated by altos seeking attention (41), or by Bonhoeffer's bane, sentimentalism. He deplores "doctrinaire" attitudes towards music, though his attitude towards church music is as doctrinaire as I've ever read. I'd say unison singing, harking back to the Dark Ages, is evocative and emotional in the way such singing, beautifully done, conjures up a sentimental idea of monks and nuns singing away their days behind rose-colored glass. (I've had that dream, literally. See my blogpost of 01/2019).

Behind all of his recommendations is one stricture, repeated in many variations: It's never about you. How you feel, how you get or don't get a worshipful feeling from music or prayer or community or retreat: these are all obstacles in the way between each of us and God, and between our community and God.

Bonhoeffer attacks sentimental ideas of cloistered faith and community. Like Christ, and like Bonhoeffer himself, we are to live "in the midst of enemies," not "among the roses and lilies" (1). We imagine retreating with like-minded believers because we don't feel thankful for the little daily gifts of life:

We think that we should not be satisfied... and that we must be constantly seeking the great gifts. Then we complain that we lack the deep certainty, the strong faith, and the rich experiences that God has given to other Christians, and we consider these complaints to be pious (12).

Of all his insights, that last one is my favorite, that we confuse complaining about lack of rich faith experiences to be a sign of our superior piety.

It's a virus, Bonhoeffer writes (66). This sentimental yearning, this self-centered aloneness, even when it originates with just one member of a community, can spread to infect the whole body.

Bonhoeffer's slender volume is a book for our church in our time.

Saturday, March 14, 2020

Memo: Trans Eye for a Bible Guy

Collegiality, affability, generosity, curiosity: these are qualities we don't associate with most news shows. But Sam Sanders, host of NPR's It's Been a Minute, reviews even the news of a pandemic with optimism and empathy. Today, being an introvert who enjoys living alone, who looked forward to "social distancing," he admitted that he's already missing people.

PHOTO: Sam Sanders, top; Daniel Mallory Ostberg, by Grace Lavery, below.

One of his guests today was Daniel Mallory Ostberg, writer of the "Dear Prudence" column and memoirist. Sanders as gay man queried Ostberg, trans man, about his theory that the Bible is "all about trans people." Both host and guest grew up in evangelical churches; both felt alienated there, but also loved what they heard. Ostberg listed prophets and apostles who "transitioned" from one state to another, not least of all the Word of God who "transitioned" to be a man who dwelt among us, and transitioned again to the resurrected Jesus.

Ostberg noted the same pattern over and over, that the Lord spoke to someone who had been living one way in the world to tell them that they were really someone else. Ostberg and Sanders both could identify. Sanders read aloud from Ostberg's recent memoir a passage imagining the Jacob - who - became - Israel dealing with people who apologize forgetting to use the new name.

It's a new spin on familiar characters that enriches my understanding of them and of trans people in my life.

Sunday, March 08, 2020

Memo: Look into Residente

This Puerto Rican musician I've never heard of has imagination and a searching quality that I respond to. What little I know comes from the program Latino USA:
In 2017, one half of [a popular rap] duo, René Juan Pérez Joglar—better known as Residente—released his first solo album. To find inspiration, he took a genealogical DNA test and traveled to every part of the world that showed up in the test, where he collaborated with local musicians. Now, Residente is working on his second solo album, which involves the brainwaves of worms. Maria Hinojosa sits down with Residente to dig into the mind of the man who has experimented with so many musical genres.
His father was a lawyer and social activist, helping indigent clients. His mother is an actress and Franciscan, giving time and material goods in personal interactions with the needy. Of his faith, I know nothing; but his voice, even groping for an English expression, communicates a humility, self-discipline, and respect for the worth of everyone he meets, and of people he hasn't yet met.

His most recent project builds songs on the sounds of brain waves of worms, but also those of believers deep in prayer.

The clips from the DNA album were most striking. He told how he asked his collaborators to sing whatever they liked, including ancestral songs, and he would propose ideas for how his drum and voice could be layered in. He has shared his composition royalties with them.

Sunday, March 01, 2020

Lent: New Insight for the March Forward

Meditations in the March Forward Day by Day are by Episcopalian priest Helen Van Koevering, rector at Saint Raphael the Archangel Episcopal Church in Lexington, Kentucky. For her first meditation, Van Koevering presents an insight, new to me, that has brightened the first Sunday in the somber 40 days of Lent.

PHOTO: Walking with me to the Marietta Square Friday evening, my friend Susan stopped to point out this plant, known popularly as a "Lenten Rose."

Van Koevering comments on the season's origin story. Matthew, chapter four, tells how Jesus, hungry and alone after 40 days' retreat in the wilderness, refuses Satan's appeals to "materialism and worldly power." That's the familiar part. Van Koevering writes,

What happens in the wilderness does not stay in the wilderness, [but] plays out in Jesus' life and ministry. Jesus refuses to turn stones into bread for his own hunger, but soon feeds thousands with a few loaves and fish -- and teaches his disciples to pray for daily bread. Jesus refuses to test God's power [from the height of a tower] and later rests in that power from the height of the Cross. God's own beloved Son refuses the glamour of empire to offer the upside - down kingdom of God and the Way of Love to all.

That three refusals by Jesus to use power for his own wants should return as a three key displays of God's power working through him: that's a new insight for me. Van Koevering assures us, "The One who says that he is with us always ... is with us in our wild places too."