Thursday, April 30, 2020

Theology for Breakfast: "Faith in God is Never Abstract"


Some mornings, reading meditations on the day's scripture in Forward Day by Day, I mark ideas that I should reflect on again and again. The author of meditations for February 2020 was Mark Bozzuti-Jones, a priest at Trinity Church, NYC. Reviewing what I checked there, I see a theme emerge, coalescing in a single strong statement: "Faith in God is never abstract."

The context for Fr. Mark's statement is Psalm 89.2, "You have set Your faithfulness firmly in the heavens." Fr. Mark reminds us Episcopalians of the baptismal vows that we've renewed many times, actions that we are to take. I'm reminded that the ancients called the sky "firmament" because they envisioned it as a solid globe that revolved around us.

In other writings, Fr. Mark asks us to remember specific acts in the life of Jesus, and specific people in our own lives, that demonstrate grace.

When we remember the gracious acts of others we live more graciously. Recounting the gracious deeds of the Lord also encourages and instructs us about how to behave with grace. Nothing keeps our hearts more full of compassion and love than when we celebrate God's grace in our lives. (February 18).

Back in February, the daily readings were taking us through the stories of Abraham, reminding Fr. Mark that "the Bible is, at its heart, a love story" (February 7). He explains, "Abraham knows what he wants - a family, a place to belong - and finds these things in his relationship to God." God loves Abraham even when the old man errs. Fr. Mark continues,
Abraham and Sarah fall in love with God and each other, over and over. They teach their family to do the same, and in good time Isaac and Rebekah begin to write their own love story to God. Jacob and Leah and Rachel follow soon after, and the children of Israel are firmly established according to God's promises.

One meditation isn't by Fr. Mark, but from the dark days of World War II, Forward Day by Day of November 26, 1944, reprinted now as part of a celebration of Forward's 85th anniversary. That day, the meditator described looking out from windows along the spiral staircases of old watchtowers in Europe. Windows may look in the same direction at the same things, but the perspective is different as you advance up the stairs. In the same way, our perspective on passages in scripture and events in our own lives change with time.

Firmness, remembering specifics, following our vows: these are faith, not in abstract, but in deed.

Sunday, April 19, 2020

"Deep Gloom Enshrouds the Nations" - Isaiah 60.1-3

"Arise, shine, for your light has come!" sings Isaiah in one of the canticles offered in the Episcopal Book of Common Prayer for morning worship. I've loved this "Third Song of Isaiah" for its positive vision, so much a part of American history from 1630 onwards, of a people whose way of life is a light to the nations. [I've considered America through the lens of this canticle other times: Does God Bless America? (07/2017), and City on a Hill: Vision for America (06/2018)]

But these days, I've had to pause and shudder at the second verse:

For behold, darkness covers the land.
A deep gloom enshrouds the nations.

I'll admit that I, privileged to have a home, and work, and my health, have not felt so gloomy.

  • My friend Jason has sent me a mask and daily updates of pandemic statistics that show some stabilization.
  • My students have settled into a routine of writing for me and each other on a website discussion board and checking in for Zoom meetings that usually leave me feeling better for having seen and heard the kids.
  • Brandy has loved having me home, and we take daily walks with our friend Susan.
  • Caregivers at Arbor Terrace, plus Visiting Angels Laura and others, keep Mom company day and night. When Laura has helped me to communicate on WhatsApp, Mom hasn't been aware that she hasn't seen me in weeks.
  • Though the county has closed down the Silver Comet Trail, I've been able to ride the 38 mile Stone Mountain loop once or twice a week as the weather has warmed.
For an introverted guy whose idea of the good life is writing on my blog, walking my dog, riding my bike, and closing each day with drinks, dinner, and a good book, this new life isn't so bad.

But then Susan remarked off-handedly, "We're all grieving." She didn't have to explain; I immediately teared up. I'm grieving for the way life was, the things I thought I could count on, the plans I'd made -- all gone. The wait staff who knew us by sight, the launderer who has delivered me clothes, washed and pressed for each week of classes - that's all gone, and they're hurting, I know.

Then there's the news. Every day, I'm hearing of deaths nearby and far away, a world in distress; food banks depleted; doctors overwhelmed here and abroad. NPR and our local NPR station WABE give us personal interviews with people "on the front lines," kind and courageous, but sometimes desperate.

In the past three days, I've had glimpses of a coming Zombie apocalypse, fomented by purveyors of conspiracy theories calling for getting out your guns to fight social distancing. I threw away a respectable-looking faux newspaper, its contents entirely meant to whip up indignation at China and, by extension, people of Chinese descent.

I've got to believe that most of us still know that science is true regardless of who believes in it, and that most of us still carry around in our hearts Isaiah's words, part of our American DNA:

Nations will stream to your light, and kings to the brightness of your dawning...

Violence will no more be heard in your land, ruin or destruction within your borders.

You will call your walls, Salvation, and all your portals, Praise.

Fear Not
Fr. Roger Allen, speaking in a prayer service taped before no audience in our church's small Lawrence chapel, drew our attention to a line in today's gospel that I'd overlooked. It's the story we always read in the second Sunday of Easter, when Jesus appears to the disciples and offers his wounds for doubting Thomas to touch. Fr. Roger focused on the line that set up the story: "The doors were shut." Immediately we see the relevance for us, behind our closed doors, watching Roger speak from the locked-up church.

Jesus says to the disciples, "Peace be with you." Roger takes comfort from that, but adds that we are not to be recipients of peace only.

Peace that comes from faith, and care for others, are things we can offer, even at a social distance.

Sunday, April 12, 2020

'round Monk

The music of Thelonious Sphere Monk is better than it sounds. That's the consensus, from liner notes of his early albums to on-line forums today.

Around Monk, there's an aura of reverence and mystery. To get inside that aura this past year, I read a Monk bio by Robin DG Kelley, ordered CDs, and played Monk's music regularly.

[Photo: The cover of Time makes Monk look intimidating; the text is worshipful. But in 1964, his Time's up. Rock is about to make jazz irrelevant.]

Robin DG Kelley subtitles his biography of Monk The Life and Times of an American Original, a title that raises the question, original what? Some wit in Wikipedia's article writes that Monk sounds like he's wearing work gloves when he plays the piano. Musical giant Leonard Bernstein, quoted by Kelley, says Monk's "a genius, of course," but a "crude" pianist.

On the other hand -- literally -- no less an authority than Duke Ellington, from the stage of the Rainbow Grill, announced, "Ladies and Gentlemen, the baddest left hand in the history of jazz just walked into the room, Mr. Thelonious Monk" (Kelley 430). Monk was gratified, but what about the right hand? The audience was left to wonder.

Monk in performance seems to slap at keys, with much collateral damage. (See him play "Epistrophy" with Charlie Rouse in 1963 on Youtube). For lovely recordings by Miles Davis on "'round Midnight" and Carmen McRae's wonderful tribute album, the bands filter out some of the rough edges that we hear in Monk's own playing.

But Monk could play right notes fast, had he chosen to do so. Kelley starts his biography with the story how Monk, on a dare, sight-reads a Rachmaninoff score at breakneck speed. Thus Kelley refutes both the accusations of Monk's detractors and the racial stereotypes of white admirers, to the effect that Monk was either uneducated and undisciplined or else instinctual and child-like.

That Monk could match the more popular flowing virtuosic style, but wouldn't, suggests that his interest in the music was in some other kind of beauty. Monk himself seems to have embraced that idea. His 1956 tune "Brilliant Corners" may be his way of reading the phrase "rough edges," and his title for a 1967 tune could be his motto, "Ugly Beauty."

Ellington's praise may sound like a left - handed compliment, but I think it's key. While Monk struggled for recognition through the rise of be - bop jazz, his promoters claimed that he was on the cutting edge of the movement, a visionary, ahead of his time. Not so his left hand technique, which was deeply rooted in gospel music -- he toured with an evangelist early in his career -- and in the "stride" piano of his mentors. Stride requires the left hand to leap octaves from the piano's lowest bass notes to the middle of the keyboard. That's a leap of faith unless you're an expert. The gradual movement up or down in the bass note gives the piece its structure; over that strong foundation, the right hand can indulge in whimsical dissonances for color and punctuation.

About those dissonances, Kelley writes,

Monk's chords were a product of years of training, experimentation, and a solid understanding of music theory. Monk knew it, which is why he became so annoyed when critics, musicians, even his admirers, described his chords as "wrong" or "weird."

Monk's pride and joy seems to be how he makes so much from so little. He repeats phrases to create larger patterns. That's close to the meaning of the word "epistrophy," the title he chose for an early hit that he never tired of recording. Most of Monk's song "Well, You Needn't" (a.k.a. "It's Over Now") consists of one rapid motif ("ya'NEEDn't") run up and down the scale.

His popular ballad "'round Midnight" fits the AABA profile of most American standards, but it, too, shows Monk's love of a strong bass and controlled melody. Over a slow stepwise fall of bass notes, the tune slithers around in tiny half-steps, then jumps wide intervals, suggesting sighs and outcries. Making the most of his material, Monk builds the song's B-section from a variation of the last phrase of the A-section.

I wonder if Monk resisted prettying up his compositions because he wanted the audience to see the craftsmanship -- the foundation, joints, and beams -- not a facade?

In the same way that he focused each song on just a small amount of material, Monk focused his career on a small repertoire. Monk mostly performed selections from his own narrow catalogue of around 70 tunes, played mostly at a slow speed.

He wanted spontaneity from his players, but he also commanded them to "stick to the melody." Many times, Kelley tells us how a player joining Monk on stage would feel it was a "trial by fire," even Monk's own son Toot. Monk wouldn't say what the next song would be, and wouldn't provide a written score.

Monk the man comes across as shy, but fierce in defending his music. He drove himself to ill health on club dates, tours, and concert hall performances to support wife Nellie, son Toot and daughter Boo Boo. When he suffered with what we now call bipolar disorder, his family supported him. For Monk, "family" extended to include fellow musicians Charlie Rouse, John Coltrane, Bud Powell, Sonny Rollins, and his patron the Baroness Pannonica.

The arc of Kelley's narrative is Monk's gradual building of an appreciative fan base until, just as he came into his own in the early 1960s, the folk-rock-pop industry sidelined jazz. Monk, who had been far out and avant-garde, was considered old-fashioned by 1970.

I end my year of Monk feeling comfortable with his music. It isn't pretty, it isn't smooth, but it's colorful, well-crafted, clever, whimsical, always distinctly Monk. I turn up the radio when I recognize a piece of his, and I smile.


Butterflies & Live Stream for Easter in Isolation

We Episcopalians retire the word "alleluia" from our songs and prayers during Lent. At St. James, Marietta, youngsters on Ash Wednesday bury hand-made butterflies bearing the word. The alleluia butterflies are usually resurrected for the Easter Vigil on Saturday night.

This strange year, when there could be no gathering in the church, blessings upon Child Education Director Nancy Eubanks for bringing out all those butterflies to line Polk Street, Church Street, and the 120 Loop.

The tug of the church this morning was so strong that Brandy and I joined our friend Susan in a walk from her home to the church. As we sidled past squirrels, other dogs, and one unflappable cat, Brandy appropriately barked to raise the dead.

[Photo by Susan, at the moment that Brandy noticed a dog in the distance.]

Home again, we tuned into Facebook where Fr. Daron and his family live streamed the Easter service from their living room. In his sermon, Fr. Daron said that Christ's Easter miracle doesn't erase suffering and death from our lives -- the resurrected Jesus still bears his wounds. The difference is, since God has been in the midst of suffering, sin, loneliness, anxiety, that we can be assured of light at the end of our tunnel.

But, especially in a time like this, we naturally wonder, where is that light? Fr. Daron reminded us of Martha, who believed in the resurrection at the last day, yet didn't feel comforted by that knowledge when her brother Lazarus died; the apostles, though they had the assurance of eternal life, ran away after the crucifixion. Can we be any different? Fr. Daron said, yes, because we have the Holy Spirit in our midst.


Thursday, April 09, 2020

Spivey Hall Scores with Team Sports

Just before the pandemic shut down both sports arenas and concert stages, recitals at Spivey Hall south of Atlanta already had me relating chamber music to team sports. Then a Weekend Edition sports reporter, mourning the cancellations of March Madness, compared sports to music: both bring us together with joy.

Though I get no joy from competition, I do treasure some sports memories of teamwork and personal prowess. One is the vivid memory of a high school football game in rural Mississippi, circa 1983. Junior Eric Bluntson, a little guy built like a fireplug, clutched the ball. While his teammates ran parallel to create a barrier on Eric's right, Eric weaved, dodged, deflected, and jumped over opponents eighty yards for a touchdown.

The Chamber Music Society of Lincoln Center was like that. They performed at Spivey Hall February 23. Especially in the finale of the D major woodwind quintet by Anton Reicha, contemporary of Mozart, each player took a turn with a different musical phrase while the rest of the team followed a few beats away in parallel. Throughout the set of pieces, we sensed joy and camaraderie as players kept their eyes on each other to match tempos and to attain clean cut-offs. For pauses and humorously understated endings, Gyorgi Ligeti's piece Six Bagetelles demanded most team coordination and got the most laughs.



"The Voice of the Guitar" February 29 featured guitarist Milos Karadaglic with string players of 12 Ensemble. Milos sometimes played solo, sometimes shared the stage with the strings, and sometimes gave the stage to strings alone. He was the star player, the one telling us how he fell in love with the guitar's voice, and how his appreciation developed through exposure to pioneering virtuosos, how he learned the repertoire, and how a hand injury gave him impetus to listen and learn from composers in the realm of pop music - Paul Simon, Radiohead, and the Beatles. Throughout the program, verbally and with smiles and nods, he expressed confidence and pleasure in his teammates.


Sometimes, in sports, it's an individual's superhuman feat that transcends the score. I remember an overheated gym, an overheated crowd screaming, the home team down by two at the buzzer in double overtime, when home team sophomore Brad Teague hurled the ball the full length of the court: swish for three!

Angela Hewitt's piano recital March 8 certainly qualified as a superhuman feat of precision, control, sensitivity. She played Bach's Four Duets, Eighteen Little Preludes, the Fantasia and Fugue in A minor, and, after intermission, the French Overture in B Minor, followed at last by the Italian Concerto in F major.

Even at this solo recital, there was a team aspect to the music that her playing brought out to us. That left hand so often danced around the right hand, sometimes following in parallel, or, like the basketball player guarding the one with the ball, the left hand hopped this way and that to cover the right hand's surprising pivots.

For a lovely encore, she chose the serene "While Sheep Safely Graze."


Little did we suspect that would be the final concert of the season. But the pleasure of individual virtuosity and teamwork keeps on.


    Chamber Music Society of Lincoln Center
    Spivey Hall
    Sunday February 23, 2020, 3 pm
  • Michael Brown, Piano
  • Tara Helen O'Connor, flute
  • Stephen Taylor, oboe
  • Sebastian Manz, clarinet
  • Peter Kolkay, bassoon
  • Radovan Vlatkovic, horn

    Milos: The Voice of the Guitar
    Spivey Hall
    Saturday, February 29, 2020, 3 pm
  • Milos Karadaglic, classical guitar
    with members of
    12 Ensemble
  • Eloisa-Fleur Thom, violin
  • Alesaandro Ruisi, violin
  • Matthew Kettle, viola
  • Max Ruisi, cello
  • Toby Hughes, double bass

Angela Hewitt, Piano
Spivey Hall
Sunday, March 8, 2020, 3 pm

Sunday, April 05, 2020

Little Piston Illuminates Big Picture: NPR's Positive Story

"No rant, no rage, no hype" says a self-promo at National Public Radio, and that sums up about half of the reason I listen to NPR. The network's amiable staff also work hard to find positive human angles on the stories of the day.

Boy, did I need to hear Morning Edition's airing of "The Parable of the Piston" from NPR's Planet Money podcast.

To get a handle on the world-wide effort to combat this pandemic, reporters Kenny Malone and Karen Duffin looked at one tiny piece that will go into the hundreds of thousands of ventilators that must be produced over the next few weeks, and one man involved in that effort, Todd Olson.


[Photo: The piston. From the Twitter feed of NPR's Planet Money podcast.]

We first hear Olson in his apology. "I've been working till about 10, 11 o'clock at night, so you might just have to make me work till midnight." CEO of Twin City Die Castings Company, he's used to more predictable hours, making car parts for GM and Ford.

Then he received a call from GM to join in nationwide effort to supply some 700 different parts that go into a single ventilator. He was eager join a life-saving mission called "Project V" (for "Ventilator"), joking that the name made him feel "like James Bond."

For the reporters, he explained the technical considerations to make a mold for these small integral parts, and the risk if the measurements were off by a fraction of a millimeter. As the reporters recorded him, he described the very first piston off the assembly line. He's ecstatic when it works. Then we hear...

OLSON: Well, those are the first piston parts for Project V - part of history right now. I'm going to get out of their way here. They've got some work to do. And...

MALONE: OK. How are you feeling right now?

OLSON: I'm feeling awesome. This is pretty cool. We've been in business a hundred years, and this might well be our biggest moment in a hundred years.

MALONE: That is quite a statement, Todd.

OLSON: Yep.


So, that little piece of history fits into the big picture of hundreds of thousands of people behind the front lines of the battle against the pandemic. NPR and our local station WABE have been playing us interviews with a truck driver proud of carrying loads of sanitizer and paper products where they're needed, and a nurse who understands why people "part like oil on water" when he steps into the grocery store wearing his (clean) scrubs. These are alleviating my anxiety and weariness with bad news.

Addendum: A few days later, NPR's Here and Now featured a music critic's classical picks for pick-me-ups, all from Russia. After some Glinka and Rimsky-Korsakov, she played Stravinsky's Firebird. After some percussive early parts of the ballet, she skipped to the finale, when "this solo horn rises from the orchestra." I started to tear up. As the music swelled, the interviewer Robin Young narrated what she imagined, everyone's throwing open their windows and coming out into the warmth, COVID-19 gone. I was sobbing. Does any other radio station do that? Nah. (And, of course, thank you, Stravinsky.)

Other recent responses to stories on NPR:

  • "Trans Eye for a Bible Guy" (03/2020) appreciates an episode of It's Been a Minute featuring Sam Sanders' interview with the author of "Dear Prudence" program about the observation that the Bible is full of people who are, in a way, "trans."
  • "Look into Residente" (03/2020) reports on Maria Hinajosa's extensive interview with this Puerto Rican hip-hop artist on her wonderful program Latino USA.
  • "Christmas Present: Rosemary Clooney on Fresh Air" (12/2019) responds to a re-broadcast of a wonderful on-stage interview between Terry Gross and the famous singer in the late 1990s.