- Grey, just above freezing, the deck not iced but frosty enough that squirrels shied from the peanut feeder on the slippery bannister;
- Lent starts tomorrow, but I'm fasting now (liquids only; colonoscopy).
- It's break time, but I've no place to break to.
- And Psalm 39 appointed for today expresses something between resignation -- "I am but a sojourner with you, / a wayfarer, as all my forebears were" -- and hope that "I may be glad again / before I go my way and am no more."
Eliot makes us fight for what we get in his lines. As we do with crossword puzzles in the Sunday New York Times, we look for themes, we haul out the dictionary, and, when we see intersections of words and meanings, the struggle can turn even a commonplace thought into an exciting discovery. No fun if you look up the answers in the back.
So I'm writing before I take a look at any helpful website commentary. In the same way, I got a lot out of "Little Gidding," another of the Four Quartets. See my blogpost "Just a Closer Walk with T. S. Eliot" (05/2014).
There's warmth in the air, and the poet slips into archaic language when he tells us that, at midnight in midsummer, "you can hear the music" of "daunsing" and "matrimonie" of villagers in centuries past.
The moment is enveloped in a thought we've heard before, and will hear again: "In my end is the beginning." He elaborates in lines reminiscent of Ecclesiastes: "there is a time for building / ...And a time for the wind to break the loosened pane." Alliteration or rhyme brackets some beginnings and ends, as the ground contains "bone of man and beast," "fur and faecies," "dung and death"; "country mirth... long since under earth."
"Dawn points," he writes, "and another day / Prepares for heat and silence." Are we on the coast? "Out at sea the dawn wind / Wrinkles and slides." I like that one.
After a space, the poet seems to comment on the poetry of the previous stanza. "That was a way of putting it -- not very satisfactory." He "starts again," reflecting that age has not brought the "autumnal serenity" he had expected, and there's
At best, only a limited valueThat's a wise observation, not an uncommon one, but elegantly expressed.
In the knowledge derived from experience.
The knowledge imposes a pattern, and falsifies,
For the pattern is new in every moment...
This little meditation on age slips into another weird midsummer-night's-dream fantasy, like the country dances of Part I, this one about "a dark wood...menaced by monsters, fancy lights, / Risking enchantment." Instead of wisdom, old men's "folly" is "fear" of fear itself and of "belonging to another, or to others, or to God."
Ok, what is God doing here? I guess He's been hovering all along, above that vision of the end of the universe and the allusions to Ecclesiastes. Now that God's involved, the aging poet makes an observation that might fit into a Psalm: "The only wisdom we can hope to acquire / Is the wisdom of humility: humility is endless."
Updating Psalm 102, the poet imagines a theatre, lights dimmed between scenes, with "a hollow rumble in the wings" as "the hills and the trees, the distant panorama / And the bold imposing facade are all being rolled away."
"Or," he continues, there's that awkward pause in conversation on the London tube "And you see behind every face the mental emptiness deepen / Leaving only the growing terror of nothing to think about."
A thought about "when, under ether, the mind is conscious but conscious of nothing" becomes a sort of prayer: "I said to my soul, be still, and wait without hope / For hope would be hope for the wrong thing" and also without love "for the wrong thing," while "there is yet faith / But the faith and the love and the hope are all in the waiting." It feels like we've reached a low point in the trajectory of the poem, and that the poet is receptive to some kind of insight. He pauses to consider his own writing again: "You say I am repeating / Something I have said before."
When he adds, "I shall say it again. Shall I say it again?" I wonder if he's doing some self-parody. There follow the most Eliotic lines of all, paradoxes that kind of make sense but don't do much for me, including, "In order to arrive at what you are not / You must go through the way in which you are not," which seems to be the unremarkable observation that on a journey you're neither still at point A nor yet at point B. "And what you own is what you do not own" is true in the sense that ownership isn't forever. When we get to "where you are is where you are not," I think of a parody by Broadway writers Betty Comden and Adolph Green (11/2006), who imagined how the author of The Cocktail Party might write a Burlesque sketch, with lines like, "The pants that you are wearing are not the pants that you are wearing."
Whose constant care is not to pleaseWas all this foreshadowed by the "ether" in the previous section? "The whole earth is our hospital" the next stanza tells us as the rhymes continue to click into place, until a stanza about "dripping blood our only drink" and "bloody flesh our only food" brings to mind Christ's eucharistic prayer just as we reach a surprise rhyme for "blood": "we call this Friday good."
But to remind of our, and Adam's curse,
And that, to be restored, our sickness must grow worse.
It's Good Friday? We're reading a poem for Holy Week? Are we thinking of Christ's crucifixion? Is there an Easter dawning ahead of us? And why does he call the surgeon "wounded" and the nurse "dying?" By Christ's wounds we are healed, says Scripture, but the analogy doesn't fit, especially when we include the nurse.
But what happened to Good Friday? The prayer of waiting for hope, love, and faith?
The poet is drawing threads from the whole poem for a conclusion. The final stanza brings us back to the home remembered in Part I, the "pattern" and "burning" of Part II, and the meditation on age from Part III. "As we grow older / The world becomes stranger, the pattern more complicated / Of dead and living." With memory, not just of one's own life, but of generations, there's "a lifetime burning in every moment." "Love is most nearly itself / When here and now cease to matter." I like that. Do we have an object for this "love," here? A partner? Self? Humanity? God?
It feels like we're heading to a synthesis, and we are. "Old men ought to be explorers," he muses. "We must be still and still moving" --Ah, one of his trademark incidental paradoxes-- "[i]nto another intensity... a deeper communion / Through the dark cold and the empty desolation." Yes, we all go into the dark. But now it's in a good way.
I did roll my eyes at the so predictable last line. I guess it was inevitable for a poem that begins, "In my beginning is my end."
Lisa Ampelman in America: A Jesuit Review adds that the four quartets are suggested not only by four places of importance to Eliot, but also four seasons and four elements. I'm guessing "East Coker" is summer and fire.
The village of East Coker is also where Eliot's buried. In his beginning is his end, indeed.
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