School loomed when I first opened the August-October issue of Forward Day by Day, as I prepared with mounting anxiety for unprecedented classroom conditions. I clung to a routine that included morning worship from the Episcopal Book of Common Prayer. That includes reading scriptures appointed for the day with a little homily from Forward.
More confident now -- though I don't manage to get more than a day ahead in planning the details for hybrid in-class/on-line classes -- I still do no work before I've started the coffee, fed Brandy, and enacted morning prayer.
This issue's most striking readings coalesced around a couple of large themes. August's meditations were by Beth Haun, those of September were by Jason Sierra, and Shirin McArthur wrote for October.
Haun also takes on Psalms 21.11, one of many passages when a Psalmist goes off into cursing his enemies. She writes, "The wrath of God sounds terrible -- until we have an enemy in our crosshairs." Recalling that Jesus tells us instead to love our enemies, turn the other cheek, go the extra mile, and never judge, she sighs, "No one ever said following Jesus would be easy."
Reflecting on Paul's saying, "Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good" (Romans 12.21), Haun offers a vision of just how to do that, especially when the consequences of actions can be a mixture of good and bad. Think of evil as "the absence of God," and you no longer have to overcome evil with argument, but "only to announce God's presence." I like to imagine that saying "God is here, now" staves off evil the way a crucifix repels Dracula. Haun asks us, "How will you announce God's presence in your next difficult moment?"
The contrast between gentle Jesus and a rigid Psalmist comes up again when Sierra writes about the Psalmist's boast that he follows a "blameless course" (Psalm 101.2). Sierra observes that the Bible's teaching so much through narrative means that "no directive ... stands untroubled or unquestioned." Even the words of Jesus "cross each other" across the Gospels. Still, there's a path with "signposts," some well within the path and others on the edge.
Sirach's question The height of heaven, the breadth of the earth, the abyss, and wisdom -- who can search it out? in Ecclesiasticus 1.3 reminds Shirin MacArthur of a surprising view you get when you walk along "Wall Street" in Bryce Canyon, Utah. You can't see it from above, she says, but it towers above you when you hike down the path. Sirach equates wisdom with the abyss because "with both, we cannot grasp the whole [but] only know in part."
Sirach hits home again with another question, How can dust and ashes be proud? Even in life the human body decays." Shirin updates this to cells and atoms, pointing out that our skin cells last only about three weeks. "How can cells and atoms in one body think themselves greater than cells and atoms in another human body, or stone, or tree?"
These readings speak to what the church calls "Ordinary Time," a long stretch of the church calendar that follows Easter and the Ascencion. The readings are all about how we're supposed to soldier on with the Holy Spirit. In this extraordinary time of pandemic and hardened political ill-will, these readings have been a kind of comfort, reminders of how to take death and strife in stride.
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